July 2010
T-18 Days
I hate i hate i hate how vain and how shallow this town has made me.
I’m starting to find out the values and morals the people from this town have taught me are not a healthy way to live my life 95% of the time.
why can’t you see the problem?
So, who all in the wonderful world of Morton has...
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T-19 Days
Today I had a blood pressure test and tested positive for Type 1 Hypertension.
Didn’t see that one coming.
T-20 Days
I did not expect this summer fling to become so serious.
balls, this is gonna hurt.
7/28/10 part deux
Nevermind, just looked more into Titanic 2. It’s an unofficial sequel made by The Asylum. Who i’m pretty sure gave us Mega Shark vs. Giant Octopus. May check it out for a couple good laughs.
On another note. I was originally told Titanic will be re-released in 2012 in 3D as a 100 year anniversary. Not positive if this is confirmed. Either way, I could care less.
I hate Titanic.
7/28/10
It’s funny how I constantly confuse love with jealousy.
Funny in a dead baby kind of way.
T-21 Days
3 weeks from today I’ll be moving into my dorm.
3 weeks from today is the beginning of the rest of my life.
Thankfully these next 3 weeks are gonna be hella good for me.
T-22 Days
I wanna go swimming and have a movie night at Nathan Myers’ house.
I wanna go buy some school supplies.
I wanna have a giant backyard BBQ bash.
I wanna make a trip out to goodwill and get some new clothes.
I wanna be able to hang out with everyone before everyone leaves.
7/25/10
Last night seemed to be pretty rough for just about everybody. Skyler, Summer, Mike, and whoever else had a hard/scary/awful night, I’m here for you. You may/may not have any religious beliefs, but I will still pray and hope for things to improve.
Coming home today.
7/24/10 part deux
Frustrated to the core, I grit my teeth and look away.
7/24/10
I’m in Chicago with my family this weekend.
I’m currently laying in my room of this hotel, on a foldout couch where my feet hang off the end. I love hotels, until i start thinking about hotels.
I’m going downtown tomorrow. I may be going to school in St. Louis, but I’ll always be a Chicago boy. This is my favorite city, my future home, and that makes me happy.
On a...
7/22/10
so. there’s the girl i like. we’ve been hanging out a lot lately. i told her how i feel about her, and it turns out she likes me too. but. i’m leaving in four weeks and will be 3 hours away. typical life.
7/21/10 part deux
Freedom is nothing but a chance to be better.
7/21/10
I know nothing of living, for I live like a dead man. My only wish is that many people attend my execution and greet me with cries of hate.
-Albert Camus, The Stranger
If you could live in one decade what would it be?
I would have to say the 1950’s.
7/20/10 part deux
Angsty feelings are dumb. I can’t wait for the Something Corporate reunion concert. I’ll be happy all day long.
7/20/10
I want to apologize. I’m just far too cocky and arrogant to do it.
It’s nights like these that make me hate myself. I do hate who I’ve become. I’m an adult now, but I’m constantly trying too hard at everything. I want everyone to like me, I try to hard at this and I always fail because of it. I have no mind anymore, I have no heart. I’m not the innocent,...
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7/19/10
A month from now I’ll be living in Saint Louis.
I used to be really stoked for that. now i’m slightly less stoked.
Hung with Gretchen and Jonny tonight. It was a lot a lot a lot of fun. I’m going to miss Gretchen. I just hope I can make the most of this next month and hang out pretty much every time she’s off work.
also. i love mat farley. TEXAS WEEK.
Cavanaugh Park by Something Corporate.
19 days.
7/15/10
Lauren Paul. Thank you for making me grow a pair of balls. I love your spontaneous attitude and how you always make me enjoy myself and have a good laugh.
Abby Frye. I’m so happy you and Nathan are together. He is one of my best friends, and my relationship with both of you has benefited tremendously from your relationship. Individually however, I love your creative side and how you always...
Yeah, why not.
1. Have you ever kissed someone in a bedroom? Yes. 2. Ever had sex in a bathroom? No. 3. What is the last non-alcoholic beverage you had? Arnold Palmer
4. ever kissed someone else’s boyfriend/girlfriend? Unfortunately.
5. What’s the worst way to say I love you? Ily or ly 6. What is your current annoyance? Myself and my lack of love for anyone 7. Do you prefer hot or cold weather? HOT.
8....
Sing me to sleep.: It's 4:09 am →
and i’m not tired. I don’t want to sleep, can’t sleep. No one that I know is awake right now to my knowledge. Anyways, I think this is a note for myself more so than anyone else who might read it.
I never want to become an angry, bitter, jaded person. No matter what happens or what I go through….
7/14/10
Why do I fall in love with every woman I see who shows me the slightest bit of attention?
7/11/10
i have been sick all weekend. But, there has been some silver lining. There’s been a bunch of good movies and tv marathons on this weekend, so I’ve been very well entertained. It’s also been a chance for my dad and I to hang out and watch all of these together as he helps to take care of me.
I’m gonna miss my parents when I leave.
And i really wish my life was more like...
7/4/10
LeBron. please come to Chicago.
& happy birthday, ‘mericuh.
that is all.
7/2/10
This is a song called Waves. Thought I’d share.
WAVES
Our hearts have been crashing
Like waves across the shore
How can I keep from drowning
When my feet can’t find the floor
How do I always find myself
In the deepest situations
As my hand breaks through the surface
Can someone help me through this
In shallow seas we’ll sail
But when it gets deep we always fail
No one stays around for...
